Hey there, 

My name is Alexandra, I am a girl in my 20's who is battling autism and anorexia with a splash of anxiety - and because of this I live in a therapy home. Often I don't feel it will ever get any better considering I've lived in three different therapy homes for a total of 11 years. This is also why I've made a blog - to share my struggles but also my rare victories. 

There is nothing I want more in life than dancing and doing sports, but my mental health has ruined a lot for me. Luckily I'm also of that belief that nothing is never too late. This means that someday I will go back to dance and sports, but first I need to work hard on my mental health. I want to become a professional ballerina, dancer and athlete - all within many styles and disciplines, and it will happen someday! I've just returned to outdoor roller skating, and it's really difficult, but it's probably because of the fact I skate on tiles, haha! I will also be doing ballet full-time (50+ hours per week), and other dance styles (such as contemporary, lyrical, tap, burlesque, rhumba, pole dancing and many, many more!) plus aerial arts (hoop and silks), figure skating (solo and pair skating), artistic roller skating (solo and pair skating), rhythmic gymnastics, spring gymnastics, artistic gymnastics, sports acrobatics and cheerleading - all on high competitive levels, and in total of 50+ hours per week. I know it means I'll be training for 100+ hours per week, which is why I need to recover completely from my anorexia first.

I do have other goals in life than "just" sports and dance. I want to become a professional actress with a theater and in short movies, a professional photographer, a professional and freelance model, and finally a professional artist within oil painting, watercolor painting, acrylic painting, drawing and digital art. My future hobbies includes hot yoga, reformer pilates, running, road cycling, making high quality jewelry from beads and sterling silver, reading, nail art with gel products and a few other things. I would also love to get better at playing my violin and ukulele, and take up some new instruments, which will be piano, cello, viola, transverse flute and piccolo flute. You could say I just want a whole new life, and I think I just want to forget my past and move on. 

I love coffee (especially a frappuccino!), Pepsi Max, Halloween, and the Netflix show 'YOU' - like who can seriously resist Penn Badgley?! I love also pets, especially cats and dogs! I don't have any pets myself, but my mum and stepdad has a dog, who's breed is a kooikerhonje, and I love her with all of my heart! I also love online shopping, and I can't count how many pairs of Hella Heels pole dancing shoes I have... which I don't use, as I'm having a break from all dance and sports :')

Also, thank you very much for stopping by, I would be really grateful if you'd come back sometime soon! <3